Enter the battlefield

Finals is starting tomorrow. Finally. After the exams it is time to party all night long :)

After the finals is also time to bid some of the wonderful friends that I met goodbye. However this I hope won't be the last goodbye. I will miss all of you. Every single one of you. Hope we keep in touch. Always. Don't forget to call me out to yam cha HAHA.

First on the list of subjects, ENGLISH followed by ECONOMICS II, STATISTICS, ACCOUNTING II and the last of it, moral =.="

Time to eat the book. Goodnight peeps :)

Can I make it?

When the wind blows..

I can feel it. The wind blowing against my skin. So cold. So dry.

So hard to believe isn't it? That we are going to go our separate ways so soon. Well, some of us. Nevertheless, one year passed us by like a bullet train. So many memories, so many experiences that we are going to keep and remember till we are old.

Studying like nobody's business. I realized how much I have slacked during this 3rd semester. Too much. Must stop the rot or not I will regret. For life.

After the finals, its bye bye. But sure enough, we will meet again in some part of our lives. I sure will miss college life once its all over. The memories I have obtained, the friends I have found, priceless.

hours have passed, days have passed..

Please stop the rain

Every time I carry an umbrella with me, it doesn't rain at all. Once I leave my umbrella at home, it rains cats and dogs. Me and my lousy sense of this unpredictable weather.

These days I feel so weak as well as sick. I feel demotivated. Maybe its the weather or maybe its something else. Who knows.

Finals are finally here. Another 2 weeks and I will see my college friends for probably the last time. I don't really know whats in it for me after college life. I don't know where I am heading yet. Honestly speaking, I don't want to stay in Taylor's if I have a choice. I don't know why but Taylor's seems like a sad place for me. It just feels that way.

Those saddening memories seems to have overwhelmed those happy ones. There are just too many. Maybe by going to a new place, I can breathe fresh air.

The weather is so cold tonight. Literally. I feel my hands shivering. My legs as well. FML

I watch as everything crumbles in front of me..

Right or Wrong?

I do what I think is right.

I am fair and just.

I do admit that I make mistakes sometimes.

Sometimes I tend to follow my heart instead of my head.

When I am in a bad mood, you're in for a tough time.

Does that still make me bad?

I don't give a damn anymore...

Hope

Hope is not lost just yet. I can do it. It depends solely on me now. How I am going to perform in this final exam solely depends on me. How I want to spend my time from now on is also solely on me. Time should be spent wisely, not wastefully. Time doesn't stop to wait for us. Once its gone, its gone. Like they say, history.

There ain't no secret recipe for success. The only ingredients are hard work and determination. However, my determination is only paper thick. I lost determination to even write lengthy blog posts. So I shall leave this like that.

Goodnight people.

everything

Too tired

These 2 days have been taking its toll on me. All I saw for the weekend was volleyball, volleyball and volleyball.

Not to forget that a friend's car that I was sitting in broke down. Again.

Too tired to type anything anymore. I shall post pictures next time. Now its bedtime for me :)

Tell me what I am doing wrong

I was lonely, then you found me. I was then no longer lonely anymore. It didn't last very long though. Now I am back to loneliness once again.

Tell me something. If falling in love is something that will cause hurt and depression, why do people fall in love? To be precise, why do I fall in love? Why give myself this kind of pain in the heart?

Truth in this matter is, its an instinctive feeling. I can never stop it. They say time heal the heaviest of wounds. Can it heal a heavily wounded heart?

I may look happy on the outside, the fact remains that it hurts so much inside here. It tears me apart. I get weaker everyday. Losing a sense of myself everyday. I don't seem to be how I was before. Its like I am a whole new person.

I don't feel me anymore.

a road that leads to nowhere.